I fell asleep lying next to my partner on Ma 5, 2024, where I suddenly felt woken up to a shadow of my grandmother, where she has recently passed away in February 2024, standing over me, just simply watching me. I wasn't scared but confuse on why she has shown up a second time in one week. The first time the shadow appeared was on Wednesday, May 1st when it was thundering and lightening outside. Anyways this time I was taken to loads of sequencies about my life of what could be upcoming events or warnings. The first sequence was simply about my past, about family dynamics. I was sitting on a front screened in porch with my grandpa and grandma on my mom side who are both decease. I was child enjoying the sunshine and playing with my toys and toy car inside with them. Music was playing and eventually my grandparents were speaking to me. They said to me always know what you deserve, love the right people and give your all to your passions. I said okay and then the conversation became mute and I was pulled away into another sequence. The second sequence is about me and my partner. We are currently looking for a new flat to move into, we found one and made it our home. Then shortly after a while I received a delicate ring from home and was wearing it on my ring finger but to me it wasn't clear what the ring symbolises. Then some family members had doubts and others were happy for me. Then we were taking photos with each other, but both of us were excited, happy and enjoying each other. Then I was told to leave that sequence and enter my third sequence by grandma's shadow. This one wasn't pretty. It was horrifying. It had two parts to it. The first part was about me being trapped in my own apartment building, where I currently live alone, where a fire broke out. I tried to escape through the front door but I couldn't and somehow fit through the kitchen window to get on the roof. I tried to salvage my items by putting a towel underneath my door to prevent smoke from entering. I somehow managed to take my cell phone and called 999, which is the equivalent to 911 in the UK, while I was on the roof. Remind you I am on the top floor on the three 3 bedroom flats. So, through the slants of roofs I started to make my way down while speaking with the operator. Eventually the fire department has came and the fireman came to my window asking for me to return back to him but I saw the shadow and it directed me to jump, and I did. I safely landed and called my partner to help me and he did. I was scared because it reminded of a tragedy with two family members who were trapped inside and couldn't make it out. I survived but I had to see part two. Part two I was over my great grandma's house, who is still living, and helping her get new upgrades in her apartment complex. I was reading over her contract before hearing an explosion break out in her apartment complex. People were throwing things out the window and another fire started at another complex but the fire department came fast and everyone made it out safely. Fast forward everyone was told they can safely return to their apartments. I left my great grandma and told her to call me if she needed anything. Afterwards, I was picking up my grandma on my dad side, who is still living, with my sister. We were talking and all of sudden my sister asked about the arrangements of my great grandma. I am like what and I yelled at my grandma for not telling me and told her I understood we have a rocky relationship and she replied I didn't and don't want to deal with it. So, I left my sister and grandma stranded in a public parking lot while I was speeding to the apartment complex. I arrived and everything was in ashes and burnt. I checked the news another fire broke out in the middle of the night and no one survived. I cried in the middle of the street and people were calling me and I was not responding. I screamed and that's when I woke up next to my partner in tears.
This dream appears to have several elements that may relate to your emotions, relationships, and fears. The presence of your deceased grandmother's shadow may represent the ongoing influence and guidance she has in your life, even after her passing. It's possible that her appearance in the dream on multiple occasions is symbolic of her continued support and presence in your life during significant moments.
The first sequence, where you are with your grandparents on the porch, suggests a connection with your family's past and the importance of recognizing the love and wisdom they have bestowed upon you. The message to "always know what you deserve, love the right people, and give your all to your passions" could be a reminder to prioritize healthy relationships and pursue your dreams with determination.
The second sequence represents your current situation with your partner, as you navigate finding a new flat and building a home together. The delicate ring you receive might symbolize a significant commitment or symbol of love. The mixed reactions from family members could represent the varying opinions and doubts that can arise when making important life decisions, but the overall feeling of happiness and excitement indicates a positive and harmonious relationship with your partner.
The third sequence takes a darker turn, where you find yourself trapped in a fire in your own apartment building. This could symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed or trapped in certain aspects of your life or relationships. The struggle to escape and the fear it brings up may be connected to a traumatic event in your past involving family members. The shadow directing you to jump could represent a perceived need to take risks or make difficult choices in order to move forward and escape challenging situations.
The second part of the sequence, at your great grandmother's house, might signify your role as a caregiver or support system for your family. The explosion and subsequent fire could represent emotional crises or conflicts in your family dynamics. Your decision to leave your sister and grandmother stranded may reflect unresolved issues or tensions within your extended family.
Overall, this dream seems to reflect a mix of positive and challenging aspects of your personal and family life. It highlights the importance of nurturing healthy relationships, pursuing your passions, and confronting difficult situations with courage. The presence of your grandmother's shadow could indicate that she continues to watch over you and offer guidance, even in the face of adversity.